Being broke is...

Boring. Hella boring.

I wish I could just have her over at the crib with me watching some TV and shit but it's just not in the cards. I realized that basically for us to ever spend time together one of us has to have money, right now, neither of us do.

Quick note on the boomerang phantom bullet... I dodged it, thought it came back, but I was wrong. Last night I was BUGGIN needless to say lol.

I was told BY HER not to love her and to especially not fall in love with her. I laughed it off, and told her it was too late haha. I don't know man, it's extra discouraging for her to personally tell me I'm making a mistake and that I'm just setting myself up to get hurt. It lowkey sounds like she's telling me that I'm wasting my time too. She told me that she cannot allow herself to fall in love ever again, which also kind of hurt me. I'm really allowing myself to let go of all my predispositions and to see that she's not planning to do the same for me, EVER, makes me think that the separation between us will be entirely painful for me but almost nothing for her. Yet, I know my position and I play it well, hopefully I won't have to make myself a free agent.

That being said, I think I aced my midterm in Politics today, so, word.

Fin.