All I need

So it's 3:30 am on Saturday morning. Cameron is trying to sleep because he has bowling in the morning. Then he gets this text message from Dell...

"I aint fucking with yall nikkas no more like yall nikkas insecure thinkin a nikka gotta fuck with yall bitches blood why would I wait til im in AZ yall nikkas funny"

Hmmmmmm...... what the fuck?

Now, as my bro/best friend I would expect you to understand that I trust you as such. That being said I don't think you're going to fuck with my girl, and I damn sure ain't insecure. Yeah the truth is I can see problems that will more than likely stem from my girl going to AZ with you for a week, and because I'm not going to have you sitting here thinking I'm making up excuses I'll list them here for you to see.

First, I find it funny that I can't be trusted around females that you USED to fuck with but I'm supposed to be perfectly fine with you being alone with my girl for a week. The thing here is, I trust you. You just never trusted me with anything like that so I find it funny that you would get all pissy when I look at you the slightest bit sideways when YOU put yourself in the same position I was in. I don't like dealing with that shit.

Second, I am not nearly naive enough to think that certain people I consider friends/homies/associates would never try to fuck my girl if they set their eyes on doing so. Dell I know you ain't like that, but time and time again we've BOTH seen that certain people we consider part of the crew wouldn't hesitate to at LEAST try to fuck a girl we hold close to our hearts. They did it to you and they know and respect you far more than they do me, and I know that. Not to say that I expect them to, it's just to say I wouldn't be at all surprised. Not something I want to have to deal with.

Then knowing my girl and you well enough, I understand that certain things will probably happen that raise your eyebrows enough to tell me. As an example, let's say she flirts with some nigga, maybe even you. While I understand that as part of just who she is, you being the untrusting person you are you will see some shit like that and take it as her being foul and needs to be constantly watched. Then, you being the great friend you are you will bring shit like that to my attention just like you have before and I'll have an immensely difficult time really trusting her. Not something I really want to deal with.

Then there's the obvious fact that you guys bump heads all the fucking time and spend half the time talking about how much you don't like or don't trust each other. So, how is this trip for a week with you guys living together going to happen without y'all arguing over some retarded shit? I hate to put y'all out there as entirely incapable of getting along for a decent amount of time, but the FACT is you probably won't and I'll get a call or a text from somebody about some dumb shit that I, once again, don't really want to deal with.

Yet I guess I can understand you thinking that I'm just an insecure ass nigga at first, it is honestly the easiest conclusion to come to and to understand. But at the same time you should already know that's bullshit, and it would make WAY more sense to look at the big picture instead and understand that I'm not the kind of nigga to be insecure or jump to conclusions.

That being said, I'm going to leave it alone now because I obviously can't open my fucking mouth without everyone thinking they know some shit about me that they don't. Just know if in the long run this bullshit keeps up, it is going to be fuck you, and I only say that out of love.

Logic Speaks