This is the life.

I reached out to Gabby today. I don't even know why I decided to do it really, I didn't spend all day planning it, and I haven't spent any time recently with it even on my mind. I guess I felt like I needed to close out whatever negativity might still exist around the whole situation. Like, if she doesn't want to fuck with me that's fine but I wanted to say my piece and let it be what it will. So, we'll see what happens...

I'm feeling really universal right now. I'm at peace. I'm just here, but I'm content just being here. This world can put me in so many moods but this is my favorite to be in. I feel like listening to Below The Heavens, smoking something and falling into the sky. I want to win the lottery so I can feel like this more often. Not having to worry about 'out there' so much with work or school, just living the way I feel like living at the time I feel like living it. Spend an afternoon being a space tourist and spend the rest of the day trying to beat Shadow of the Colossus as beautifully as possible.

*le sigh*

I should take my ass to bed now, lol.

The World Is... (floating up there)