The beginning of "Up All Night"

So, she text me today like "So you think I cheated on you? WRONG. Your info is always wrong just like with the whole Floyd thing! blah blah blahhhhhhh" So I told her if what I was told is false she really needs to check her friends cuz it's crazy who starts talking when money's on the table lmao.

Anyways it's still SOOOOOO foul how she did me. Like not even that she did it, but that she did it to ME. Not to put myself on a pedestal but I'm honestly one of the last of my kind, a real kind nice gentleman who treats females like queens. And I gave her my all in the face of adversity in the form of lies and still she simply took advantage of it. So sad. People can get so hurt so early in their lives and let it continue to cast a shadow over their lives even with the horizon on the verge of arrival.

I can't front though, I would like to believe that she didn't cheat on me, that would be way easier to deal with. Instead I'm sitting here, drunk, and she's all that's in my mind. Even to the point I wish I could go back and catch her before her heart turned into a cold, sick stone and make sure the warmth in it never faded. I know life goes on but even the most righteous of humans can't help but wonder how much different things could be...

I need to shut up now, and listen to Below The Heavens tomorrow.

Peaccccce.

All Because She's Gone

=/