Eye dee kay

I've got to ride this out. The hard part.

The part I knew I was getting myself into. The part where she walks away without me.

I can't be all in her ear during this part.

That's why I told her we can't be friends.

I want her to walk away.
I want her to get lost.
I want her to be afraid.

Then I want her to remember I'm still here.
And I want her to come back.

"Think we need some time away. They say if you love it, you should let it out if it's cage, and fuck it, if it comes back you know it's there to stay."

I'm about to go into meditation mode.

I & Me.