Talk to you.

New song on the playlist. Talk To You.

"I hate people more and more each day, but today I hate them like it's next week."

One of many quotables.

I had a talk with my buddy today. As cold hearted as I feel, she brought out my emotion after a while. She was crying and for the first time in a long time I didn't know what to do. So I just listened. She's going through a lot of the same shit I used to go through, so I understand her pain. The problem is she doesn't have many people she can really open up with and the shit has kind of been building up in her and if finally spilled out today. She was having a bad day and I could tell the very second I saw her. I should have known this all along because she's been a lot less open with me in general, and it turns out it was because she didn't want someone like me around to call her bluff, she wanted to keep the (fake)smile on her face as long as she could.

Through it all though, she remains as one of the few people I love because they are still more or less pure. I would give my life to ensure it stays that way, because Lord knows I'm not anymore.

I don't even want to disrespect this post by speaking on all the bullshit I can speak on, I'll save that for tomorrow.

Buddy, I love you kid, keep your head up because I KNOW you're going to make it. =)