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Last night was extra whack lol. First I went to the lanes for karaoke but as soon as I got there everybody was like oh nah we're leaving and going to casino Morongo. Then right after I was told this, I went over to say wassup to Ace and Maury then out of seemingly nowhere Maury just broke down and started crying. Come to find out one of his cousins is in the hospital right now in a coma and if he doesn't come out of it by the weekend I guess.....well, yeah. So my nigga is sitting here crying and shit and because my heart is cold as ice I struggle immensely to find the words to say to him. After a little while he shook it off though and said he wants to go to the casino with us instead of staying at home alone. Completely understood.

So on the way there me, Ace and Maury are freestyling and shit having a good time lol. We end up at Denise's house and most likely because Gabby is there, Ace immediately catches an attitude. That shit gets on my nerves more and more every time but out of respect and understanding that I don't really know where those two stand any longer, I give him the benefit of the doubt. So he gets mad like "Fuck it! Let's go to the casino and they can meet us there." so we go. I blow a few dollars wandering around by myself and see Gabby, Mindy and some other girl out the corner of my eye. I go over there chop it up for a few and meet the girl who is Gabby's "Arizona bestfriend". Now, in terms of looks this girl is RIGHT up my alley. Cute, mexican, petite, glasses lol. Sadly, I came to the conclusion relatively quickly that she's pretty much a whore who has her priorities allllll fucked up. Look at me judging people and shit.

Anyways, so we all sit around the casino bored because nobody is even spending money anymore. We plan to go to Dennys. Well Maury planned to go to his house instead and for the next hour people were driving around aimlessly trying to meet up somewhere. In the end, me, Ace, Gabby, Maury and the skeeza all end up Maury's house. They were all chillin and I bounced.

Most notable things of the night:

I fucking love Gabby. She's awesome. I wish we could spend more time together without spending more time together. It's strange that 2 weeks ago we weren't even speaking and now I kind of feel like she's the ONLY person I might be able to open up to at all with. She said she kind of feels the same way about me, that I'm the only person she's ever felt comfortable crying on the phone with. I don't know, we'll see what happens as far as that friendship goes.

When I first saw THAT ONE GIRL she ran over and gave me a hug then jumped up and I was just holding her up. When she turned her head I was about 2.8 milliseconds from kissing her on the cheek. She kept telling me to pick her up again because she hadn't done that in a long time. I denied. Yet later I told her it was because I almost kissed her that I couldn't do it, didn't want it to be awkward. She was like "Well next time, do it." I was like "Pick you up? Or kiss you on the cheek? Or both?" she just lol'ed. Fucking girl.

Gone.