I will get no sleep

I already know how tired I'm about to be tomorrow, so let me just bust this one out before I go to bed.

Gabby gives the best fucking hugs ever. It was a little bit awkward seeing her at first, but after enough time passed it was real cool again.

Then I noticed how much of an asshole I am to females. I pretty much just string them along until I know I could get them if I want them, and then I get bored. I don't even go so far as to have sex with them, take them on a date or anything. Just that once I know I've done all I need to do, I dead it.

Take for example this girl who's been with her boyfriend for over a year, loves him and all that. All it takes is a couple clever lines and a few sexy smiles from Cam and she's texting me at 3 am. I don't take pride in this, I want to at least say that. The fact of the matter is that's just how I am, I can't help it. This girl has me already knowing that I don't even have to put the effort or time in to take her down, all I need is a few minutes in an empty house.

Sad, but true. Yet, that's what turns me off of them. It's not only that everything is less fun after the chase, it's that the chase ends up being so short that it becomes a notch in my belt rather than a thought I can't get out of my head. Females need to spend the time necessary to embed themselves so deep in a niggas consciousness that he feels like he HAS to see you or else his day isn't complete.

So I won't have sex with these girls, like I easily could. They'll get that done to them by someone of a much lesser pedigree than myself. Personally, I'll just leave them high and dry wondering why I seemed so interested at first and so nonchalant thereafter.

The world around me is fucking hilarious.