Hold up, wait a minute.

She has a very, very, very good fucking point.

What sucks now though is how cold my heart is. Way deep down I give a fuck, but none of my actions are reflecting that. I got a reverse-medium prepared heart lol. Cold all on the outside with just a little warmth in the middle.

I'm being very cynical. Very selfish. Very singular.

It's kind of weird though how I approach my life in ways other people rarely ever do. If I were someone else I would have blown it off. Like, "haha, you don't know what the fuck you're talking about, you're WRONG!". However, being me, I'm being very thoughtful about this. As if, maybe I'm wrong. I'm really taking it into consideration.

I've always had a knack/problem (not sure which) for being very self-conscious when other people point out a problem in me. Not self-critical, self-CONSCIOUS. Aware of myself. I know who I am and I know I'm not perfect so maybe, just maybe, I could be wrong.

Hmmmm...

Unfortunately, as I always say, time tells the story. So I'll let the clock tick, and keep myself from becoming apathetic, because there is quite a lot to be gained if I do end up being wrong.