Wow...

I'm hesitating, but with how well this is looking, I wish I didn't have to hesitate. Red flags keep going up, none of them obvious, but still make me more cautious about approaching the situation...

I know how jealous I can get, and how it can fuck up a relationship in the blink of an eye. So that's why I'm containing myself, not so much so that I'll explode one day, but enough so that I have time to continue to convince myself it's the best thing to do.

I think that all made sense lol.

Once I can feel safe AS WELL AS comfortable, I think I'll be finding myself in what I saw as a very remotely possible situation.