So all day today at work I was just in my own zone not worried about shit but just getting off so I could do whatever I want to do. I started to find myself concerned because I wasn't really thinking about my girlfriend. Like, any other time I've had feelings for a female at all I'm always thinking about them and hypothetical conversations and situations yada yada yada...
So I was scared I didn't actually like her.
But the thing is, I realized I don't NEED to be thinking about her all the time. Sometimes even when I'm with her we're not all over each other and fighting for each other's attention, we're just both at the same place at the same time. lol this is all sounding bad let me finish.
Yet, when it's just her and I alone I promise you there's no place in the fucking universe I'd rather be. I just watch her, listen to her, and when I look into her eyes I feel safe. Our 'alone time' is what makes it ok that she's not on my mind 24/7, because it ensures that when I AM with her, it's always special. This girl is amazing though, on some 100% real shit, she STILL continues to surprise me (I thought I would finally stump her with 'connoisseur' lmao, but she knew what it meant) on multiple levels.
I get to come home at 4 am and just be a happy person, and I love this feeling.
=)
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