This is my blog. I guess it's like a digital journal, which is like a less gay way to say diary. I really don't care what we call it though, because I know who I am..... or at least I think I do. More on that in the next (???) posts.
I think I need this blog for a variety of reasons. First would be that I'm tired of using MySpace bulletins as my kind of blog, because everything I say eventually gets lost. Also, I think I will find it a little easier to be.....me (weird, square, loser, nerd)when I don't feel the pressure of an indefinite amount of people reading and judging.
Secondly, if I die I want people to be able to rummage through my thoughts that I don't get the chance to discuss in most everyday situations. I don't mean that on some suicidal shit, I love living, I just mean that I cannot honestly think of any one single person who understands me completely. I don't know if that's a bad thing or not, but when I'm dealing with an issue that I'm too scared to talk to anyone about, it certainly feels bad.
Thirdly, in the case that I don't die and live past 2012 (omfg grab ur bible the worlds finna end!) I think this will be verrrrrry interesting to look back on. Today is January 16th 2009, so maybe on January 16th 2019 I'll be reading this wondering why the fuck I was thinking about me reading this. That makes sense I promise you.
I'm sure there are more reasons, but hopefully they become apparent as time passes and this blog drags itself to it's last breath. Until next time, I'm out.
1/16/09
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