If I make you a song...

I SHOULD make you a song and never let you hear it...

My cousins trippin. Apparently I've been avoiding her since her car broke down. Even though Friday night I invited her to come to karaoke, picked her up and chilled with her after and on Sunday took her to lunch and spent at least 2 hours with her. She says I was bored and karaoke and took her to lunch out of pity.

Wow.

It's crazy because I've always put my cousin before everyone else and I really do love her more than anyone else. So, while it was just probably her being the way I know she can be sometimes, on her Facebook she said some stupid shit like "Alyssa W. Is taking apps 4 new family members & friends..interested??"

Double Wow.

So now I have to go over there, deal with her little attitude and tell her never to say some stupid shit like that ever again in life. I'm so fucking busy these days though man. I still haven't seen my littlest brother and sisters, haven't seen my little brothers in a while, and haven't seen Ben in a LONG time. My cousin should really be grateful I see her as much as I do. Smh, whatever dog.

I gotta go write a song to my weakness that I don't think I'll ever let her hear...